My search continues. Part instinct, part hope. At times I think I am near, so near, but then that hope wafts away like smoke.
I am well and unharmed. Occasionally I must move quickly to avoid those who wish to harm me, but I think they are not hunting me with much enthusiasm. They have come to realize I will fight back without compunction.
Here is a story. Three nights ago I was in a city. It was hot enough for steam to rise from the streets. I watched tired workers go home to their families, and the night workers leave for their jobs. I saw a new mother sing to her baby on a fire escape. I couldn't see the stars because of the city lights. It didn't matter. The moon was still there, and looked enormous in the sky, as if I could touch it from a rooftop.
(I have been there. It is silent and cold.)
It was all very beautiful. I was reminded again why I am doing this, why I am here, why I am fighting.
Dean, I miss you and would like to see you soon.
I am well and unharmed. Occasionally I must move quickly to avoid those who wish to harm me, but I think they are not hunting me with much enthusiasm. They have come to realize I will fight back without compunction.
Here is a story. Three nights ago I was in a city. It was hot enough for steam to rise from the streets. I watched tired workers go home to their families, and the night workers leave for their jobs. I saw a new mother sing to her baby on a fire escape. I couldn't see the stars because of the city lights. It didn't matter. The moon was still there, and looked enormous in the sky, as if I could touch it from a rooftop.
(I have been there. It is silent and cold.)
It was all very beautiful. I was reminded again why I am doing this, why I am here, why I am fighting.
Dean, I miss you and would like to see you soon.
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Date: 2010-06-09 03:45 am (UTC)Can I bring you anything?
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Date: 2010-06-09 03:48 am (UTC)[ooc: Sure. You want to set it up?]
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Date: 2010-06-09 03:53 am (UTC)[ooc: La! (http://community.livejournal.com/tic_logs/217901.html)]
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Date: 2010-06-09 03:10 pm (UTC)But I'm glad to hear you're alright. I think that after all this time, I'd be upset to learn of something happning to you. Good luck in your search, and stay safe...
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Date: 2010-06-09 04:28 pm (UTC)Thank you.